Just because HOPE and BELIEVE

i was so lucky be a student in here, University of Indonesia
that's a biggest, beautiful, and credibility University. i'm so grateful to God who had given me a chance to study in here. But, now i'm in problem...
that's a conflict between my dreams and the real...
that's just only a choice
but...
the reason why i choose still fail to make me sure for that
i face every term with my skill, with my parent's motive, with my own spirit
but once, twice, or even everyday i receive any sugestion about what i should do
i'm still...
still imagine, remind, and always believe in my dream...

i always try to speak with myself, ask, and mused why i'm in here...

i know all of decision have made by Allah
i know Allah will not make bad decision

i believe it
and i also believe
i'm here because of Allah
because Allah have beautiful plan for me which still i can't understand

but..
i also hope...
i hope and always pray Allah will give me a chance
to be Medicine Student

but, who know happend in future ??? No, No one can.
Eventhough human have insting, can predict, but anything can happend.

No one may despair before she do
Just because we have two wings which can bring us to reach a dream..

because there's hope and believe ..
in our deep heart

just because we have it, we feel it
'TAWAKAL'  for every dreams, and wishes

we can't break the doubt ... we can do the best to take the future